Sunday, October 31, 2010


I'm flying right into the moon and I can feel the warmth of the sun.
I feel like I'm at home, but then I find out, that I'm still here.
That's why I'm sad. I want to fly to the moon, but I can't.
What is wrong with me?
I'm human.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Fixing my brain

I try to, but I am not successful.
I try to change myself, but it seems to be impossible.
I can only be changed for a moment. The next moment is the same old shit.
Maybe I'm changing without noticing it?
I don't know, I can't know.
Why should I fix my brain anyway?
Because I think too much.

Monday, October 25, 2010

My damn GPU

My god-damn GPU is only working in safe-mode and I don't have any sound!
What can I do?
I need to buy a new one, a better one.
Next month, when I am able to scrape together some money.
I need to play the games and I need to listen to my music and I need to use the internets without any pixels blocking my sight.
It's important, for my entertainment. I am addicted.
Somehow I think I'm better off without all this. Maybe I'm right with that thought. But I prefer to entertain myself some more.

Recommendation of meditation-center

Hey my man. I know this might be somewhat offtopic, but have you looked into Vipassana meditation as taught by S.N. Goenka? They offer 10-d...